I'm not really happy right now.
I suuuuper stressed, actually.

List?


HUGE art block. It's like I CAN'T FRICKIN' DRAW!! >:U

I study and study like there is no tomorrow for a simple test in AP US History class, and I still get a C

I'm getting TOOOOOO much homework, and I can't handle my life

I've been eating less and less, and lost over 7 pounds in the last month. I'm just not hungry, and don't feel like eating.

My uncle on my mom's side is getting married, the first marriage after my mom herself (did you get that?) and I re~ally wanted to go, there hasn't been a wedding in a looong time, and I'm at that age, kinda, where I REALLY WANT to go (it's gonna be in Pakistan) Um, school, ticket prices, and obviously, the horrible conditions in the Middle East, are preventing me from going. So I'm staying at my cousins' house right now.

You know how they say that when you fall in love, you see everything in a rose color and everything is happy? That is a horrible, horrible lie.

I feel lonely... call me? (PM me)

I'm trying to continue my manga collab with ~ferousha-san, but because of school, I can't. I am SOOOOO SICK OF SCHOOL! Seriously, adults these days don't realize how busy and tolling our lives are. I have no time for myself!

I recently put a lot of great songs on my iPod, and was updating it last night, but my laptop was being stupid, so I just took my iPod out without disconnecting it. ALL OF THE SONGS AND VIDEOS WERE DELETED. I'm not kidding. And some of my songs were on my old computer, some were on my home computer, and some on my laptop. AND all the stuff I saved on there (I use my iPod as a hard drive too) were deleted. Like I have a huge file of eBooks on there, and they are all gone. I mean, they are on my home computer, but still. I'm living at my cousins' house, like I said, so I don't really go home much.

Noticed that I haven't updated in, like, forever? Yeah, I've been so busy, and it is so annoying uploading stuff on to my computer. My scanner isn't compatible with Windows Vista, so I have to use my super old IBM laptop. It's slower than a drunk turtle (no offense to drunk turtles, but yeah). So I have to scan it to my laptop, which takes forever, then copy it to a hard drive, then open it on my PC, then fix it up, crop it, etc, and then upload it to dA. It takes forever. But I'll try to update soon anyway.

Somethings great happened recently too, though.
SERIOUS NARUHINA ACTION! I mean, seriously, most people already know already, but I'll say it anyway. It's like canon now. I love it. *spaz*

I bought a manga pen set, like the kind professionals use. I bought in online at MangaUniversity.com, and it hasn't arrived yet, but I'm excited.

I got straight A's on my last report, so that feels great (Even in AP US, yay!!). .....I just thought of something. Am I a nerd?!?!?

This isn't that great, but I watched the anime Higurashi no Naku Koro Ni, and it is SOOOO Creepy! Like the kind of creepy that makes me scared of the dark. It's horrible and great at the same time. I loved the different stories.

I'll do a manga update soon, but I'm too sleepy right now.

Also, I'd like to thank all my watchers and recent watchers, you make me happy. Also, I haven't been able to thank you individually, but thanks to everyone for all the fav's!!

BAI BAI!! I love you all!! C;